habits
Isolatedlike wake up when i have to, go to work when i have to, eat when im hungry enough to notice im hungry, sleep when i have to and repeat
just the way it works
lmao
i am a creature of habit
lastthis is the last time i will let you make me cry this is the last time i will let you make sleep impossible this is the last time i will worry about you this is the last time i will see you in my mind this is the last time i will wonder what i could've done to save you this is the last time i will feel the guilt of your death this is the last time i will admit to any of this this is the last time i will say i loved you rest in peace, my friend until the end when i join you rest in peacelast
black frostthe stars glimmering so sweetly on a midnight breeze lying awake at night acknowledging the moon remembering i will never forget crystals sticking to your fur a gleam of silver in your pitch black eyes we ran through the snow nothing to worry us no past, no future, no lies nobody disappeared nobody got lost it was just us in the present and no thought about tomorrowblack frost
i hateI hate your mask I hate your games I hate the way you're not the samei hate
I hate your lies All this pain inside Is because of you
I can't take this This emptiness This churning and disconcerting Mess That I have become Because of you
I hate you for the way I see All the things that are wrong with me I hate you for these thoughts in my head You're the reason I wish I was dead I hate you for the lies I tell About how my day was just swell I hate for the dreams at night And how I scream unless its you by my side &nbs
LEAVEI wish you'd stop talking to me And leave me on my own I'd rather be by myself If that means you'll leave me alone I'd rather you stop opening These wounds I'm trying to heal I'm sick of bleeding And pain has lost its appeal Stop haunting my dreams I'm through with your games I want to stop hurting You're just not the same And I get the feeling I'm the one to blameLEAVE
SmartI'm so smart I miss her Yet I waste away time That I could use To talk to her I'm so smart I want her Yet I avoid saying it Because I'm afraid To use her I'm so smart I need her Yet I screw aroundSmart
And talk to her less To hang with friends I'm so smart I love her Yet I can't show her
The real pain I feel I'm oh so smart
| it would be unfair to pursue me seemings how im emotionally incapable of reciprocating to anyone but the one i let go |
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Pain makes things clearer, pain makes things sharper, only now I wish, this pain would make things darker
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Pain makes things clearer, pain makes things sharper, only now I wish, this pain would make things darker
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Pain makes things clearer, pain makes things sharper, only now I wish, this pain would make things darker
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Pain makes things clearer, pain makes things sharper, only now I wish, this pain would make things darker
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can't stop smiling, can't stop hurting, can't stop loving you, never let me stop
Lol.So how are you?
I'm just enjoying summer.
i SHOULD be doing homework but i'm posting a bunch of random stuff here insted XD
i ♥ summer it rox my teenage sox :3
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can't stop smiling, can't stop hurting, can't stop loving you, never let me stop
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